This may not be as major or important as other rants, but I find it worthy of a rant.
So here goes nothing.
I've had like seven mates on the forums. One's died of cancer, the others? They either also died or got a life. So I decided one day, hey, why not question my sexuality? So, I joined a bi mate thread. Long story short, we became friends, fell in love, and became mates the day after Christmas. And I hate it when people say you can't fall in love over the Internet. Because I've done it. With my mate, and you guys, but you guys as friend love. Anyway, after that I realized that I was bi(that's an even longer and...disturbing story). 'Kay so, my mate got grounded and she can't get back on the forums(or email) until September. And I have three months away from her. This is my mate, my best friend. I fell in love with her. I constantly keep a tab with her den open at all times on my iPod. I've comforted her when I was sad. When she was angry, I let her rant about everything and even of it hurt me, I didn't let it get to me. She's emotionally unstable, she's cut herself, tried to commit suicide and the sole thing stopping her, was the forums. Me and her friends told her truth, that even though people don't seem like they care, they care more then you know. I know her better then anybody(on the forums) what's going in her messed up mind that I love. She keeps me grounded. She's the other side of me. I mean. Yah, we're just kids, but it goes deeper then that. And now that she's gonna be gone for more then three months, I...
Rant over.(Even though it wasn't that angry...)
So here goes nothing.
I've had like seven mates on the forums. One's died of cancer, the others? They either also died or got a life. So I decided one day, hey, why not question my sexuality? So, I joined a bi mate thread. Long story short, we became friends, fell in love, and became mates the day after Christmas. And I hate it when people say you can't fall in love over the Internet. Because I've done it. With my mate, and you guys, but you guys as friend love. Anyway, after that I realized that I was bi(that's an even longer and...disturbing story). 'Kay so, my mate got grounded and she can't get back on the forums(or email) until September. And I have three months away from her. This is my mate, my best friend. I fell in love with her. I constantly keep a tab with her den open at all times on my iPod. I've comforted her when I was sad. When she was angry, I let her rant about everything and even of it hurt me, I didn't let it get to me. She's emotionally unstable, she's cut herself, tried to commit suicide and the sole thing stopping her, was the forums. Me and her friends told her truth, that even though people don't seem like they care, they care more then you know. I know her better then anybody(on the forums) what's going in her messed up mind that I love. She keeps me grounded. She's the other side of me. I mean. Yah, we're just kids, but it goes deeper then that. And now that she's gonna be gone for more then three months, I...
Rant over.(Even though it wasn't that angry...)